Everybody is born with a gift.
Yesterday was one of the most important days in my life shared with some of the most important people in my life. It was the day that I finally came to realization that I was born with a gift. I’ve always known, since my first memory, that I was different. The meaning of different I can’t explain, but I knew something in me wasn’t in all of the other people that I was surrounded by. I know that all human race is different in their own ways and whatnot – but my description of different has nothing to do with that.
I’ve always been attracted to the outer world: ghosts, witches, spirits, souls, energies, other realms, other worlds. Ever since I was a kid, as far back as I can remember, I always wanted to be part of that world. I was drawn to it and sent wishes upon wishes that one day I could cast spells, see spirits, hear things others couldn’t, know things others couldn’t, see the past, see the future. I’ve never completely felt the feeling of belonging. I know I belong somewhere – but where? I was a happy kid, a sad kid, a mean kid and a shy kid, but most of all I was the kid who taught herself witchcraft, spent several hours staring at things to make them move. I spent days upon days wondering who I was, who I am. Where do I belong?
I’ve always known that I was born with a special power. For anyone out there who believes in energy medicine – you know what I mean. You just know and you can’t explain how, why, when, what… I’ve always known that there are other realms, other worlds, other sides, other beings, other spirits, souls, people and things out there that most of us can’t understand or believe or comprehend. I’ve always been a highly spiritual person. This being said I don’t follow religion or believe in a single God or life form who created the world. I’ve always believed that there is an energy – just a higher energy force – that only some of us can understand in this lifetime. Last night was the most important night of my life so far. There will be more “most important” nights, but as of today, this is it. Last night was the night that I accepted the knowledge and gifts that I have that correspond to the other world, the other side, the other level. With my other amazing energies and friends that I attracted, last night I accepted and came to realization that I knew my gift. The box is taped shut still but I just took off the wrapping paper. This is the first time in my life that I feel like I belong. I found where I need to go, I just need to figure out how to get there and who I go there with. It’s the first time that I’ve ever had anyone to talk to, and boy am I glad that I did. Relief. Success. Trials & New Beginnings. New Teachings. New Findings.
None of this probably makes any sense to you. The only person that I can think of that reads my blog and would possibly know what I mean is my friend Dan. Remember when we both saw Toby jump on the couch? That’s what I mean.
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